Mitaman
Done it for 27 years, it never gets easier, but now I'm small and lean, a one-man band, it's virtually eat what you kill. Not always easy with a 2, 5 and 10 year old in tow.
I didn't know that's why you went back, I thought it was for family reasons, sorry for not checking in.
I push all the junior stuff away now, no point working your arse off for a couple quid at the end of it.
Well, the first one is teed up, so less stressed now.