Very late at night, and within the last 12 months whilst browsing internet radio stations, I clicked on Radio Paradise (the Mellow channel, not the main one), and just lifted the volume a notch.
Playing mid-song was this particular one. "Sounds nice" I thought, piano, some brush on a snare, sparse bass, acoustic guitar and nice harmonies. Then the couplet of;
"But know everything lost will be recovered
When you drift into the arms of the undiscovered"
...poured out of my speakers and into my ears.
"When you drift into the arms of the undiscovered" How comforting and clever is that. Let alone the previous line.
"Who's this?" I thought and fired up Shazam on my phone.
The Monkees.
Eh? Is it old? is it new?
Well it's from 2016 and formed part of an album created and recorded to commemorate the band's 50th anniversary, titled 'Good Times'.
It's an heavily contributed album, featuring artists such as Andy Partridge, Neil Diamond, Paul Weller, Noel Gallagher, Harry Nilsson, and this song by Ben Gibbard (of Death cab for Cutie). No, me neither.
I'm not a real fan of the album, but I really like this song. The Monkees - the band that (despite having one of the coolest band logos ever) wasn't even real (once), bringing broader dimension and range to my rigid pigeonholing of them, but still retaining their amazing harmonies.
It's folky melancholia, centred (to me) around an account of an older couple, very late in their years, extremely comfortable with each other and still so very much in love - and being grateful for that.
My wife's sister's funeral is on Monday, and that space between the first seconds of hearing about a devastating loss and the ceremony of saying goodbye, does throw you around, but playing this song, and hearing that particular couplet has helped.
Do play it a couple of times, at least, and maybe that piano and voice(s) will hook ya.
Here's the song:
There's a faster version of it (Version 2) that gets some plaudits and is preferred by some:
And here's Nesmith and Dolenz, bringing both their fragility and magic in a live setting: